i think some part of me
will always be
a hopeless romantic

i sit next to the stream
bare feet
messy hair
loose shorts
botanical print t-shirt

acutely aware
of how i want to appear
like a peaceful nature spirit
drawing energy
from quiet introspection
and fresh air

and even as i await a reply
from him
i still hope
that a flannel-clad man
will walk by
see my soul

hesitantly say hello
make a joke about social distancing
stroll through the arboretum
together
smiling
pointing out our favorite flowers

we will fall in love
live happily ever after

what a silly dream
even so
every time i hear footsteps
i look up